I've got some timid expectations of things to come in the near future. I've always looked forward, hoping for good things to come my way, but I've never really been bothered by insecurity. And now, things are happening in such a way that I really don't like looking any further than a day or so ahead. Too many unknowns fog any prospects of hope off in the future. What comes tomorrow, no one knows; and that scares the hell out of me. Tomorrow I could be married or in prison or dead. Uncertainty scares me and for damn good reason.